Hi there so for those who don't know me I am Amy and I am a mute, I don't speak, so it's very common for people to start telling me im a trap and honestly I don't give a ####, I came here to play not to flex with a gender which makes no difference whatsoever.
Anyways so I made this post to talk about why I am banned, how I was targeted by players and staff, and how HR's and other staff didn't do s### about it but ban me for even longer while they protect their... well I can't say friends cause when I told them they are protecting their friends they claim they aren't friends...
So let's start off by explaining my previous bans as everyone keeps talking about oh you have so many bans for disrespect well thats true. I raged in the past and do rage as I am the type who builds off peoples bullshit and then explodes...
so atleast 2 of my bans are because me and my friend fought and he reported me to staff and i got banned for that so that was good but anyways whatever, my bans should not reflect who I am. I was denied the helper rank cause of my ban history when truth is - no offense - I feel like I was better than any of these helpers or teachers or whatever its called
I literally went to new players, showed them the map, taught them how to make $ and most of them were using money printers and drug labs, which are the WORST way to make $, and I even gave 2 or 3 of them cars, rather than advertise in ooc that if u need help use /help cause truth is... THEY don't know they need help lol they are used to that stuff being the best.
anyways in 2017, I was mugged by a cop in LL, as in LITERALLY mugged in public, mainstreet, I called staff they were all too lazy to do their job and said he did nothing wrong... I was pissed at the WHOLE situation but tried to calm down so I pay the cop then he arrests me for 15 mins.. so what do i do? Rage at staff and then get banned, then I told 1 staff in steam I will kill u when i get unbanned and ya that taken as a threat so I got perma banned and unbanned a YEAR later and if i may say so it seems like im going through that ban wave again lol
so i got unbanned in 2018 a few days after i got banned in 2017 and i was on probation for 3 months, on my last month, server was like 8 players? i was denied any RPs cause not enough players... thats alright so there was a guy who held cop hostages and this was my 1st time being president so they captured him i gave him 10 mins... so the cops come to me ask me if they are allowed to gas him so i asked the other cops who didnt suggest it what they thought and i said i dont think thats the right movement but anyways they started tazing me and forcing me into the car for "investigation at PD for corruption" even tho im the president which first off in my opinion FailRP and RDM.
SO we arrive at the PD I was not mad I actually joked about how cool we looked goin down the stair case cause I had like 4-5 cops behind me and I was leading, so we went to PD, they straight up took me to a gas chamber, which they knew it was a gas chamebr cause they asked about killing that guy with it, they tried to gas me twice.. I called a staff he physguns me out then ... doenst do anything else. and he admits to that btw
so he saw them try to RDM me but didnt do his job just to let this "RP" go on as they say but to me this isnt an RP this is ABSUE cause I wasnt corrupt, i didnt do shit wrong, they will say cause i made a law that says president can break traffic light if NEEDED to and infact I didnt even get in my car since making that law i was in the city, they will try to act smart and say cause u were pulle dover, i was pulled over cause i was afk on the road for 2 mins not cause of any traffic violations
so after over 30 mins of that BS rp i rage and staff confronts me so i said "I won't eat shit so these cunts can get reps" cause this was not the RP that ppl should be getting reps off and I am not a dummy to be forced to sit in a jail cell and harassed cause staff did not bother stop them because they saw it fine, which happens a lot with cops
anyways so i got perm banned again, then theres the staff who verbally warned me for scamming when i was unbanned, claimed i offered someone a 100k for a lambo when i was offering a guy 10mil for 1... so i dont see his logic he says idk but i heard u offered someone a 100k.. like ya ok ...
then theres the staff who told me they heard im a transgender? lol
and i love how i got perm banned off discord for defending my dead mother
guy makes a mom joke that offends me and i dmed him in private that it offended me because she is dead and then blocked him, message should still show up, he then goes to general chat to make fun of that and we argue, staff break the fight up, he starts tagging staff and then a staff tags me saying "I dont know how u will appeal in april condolence about your mother but I will be banning u now" and he did perm ban me
and then theres the guy who was arguing with me over the versace watch my family owns even tho it is real and i dont need u guys to believe it cause ur opinion doesnt matter but i told him i dotn feal liek arguing because my step mom is in the hospital for surgery and he then replies i hope u can find a step mom that isnt about to die.. literally says that i tagged an HR because a staff told me he was the best HR when it comes to helping but that was all BS he replies i dont see anything wrong with this..
SO im allowed to be insulted but when i stick up for my rights im banned for a year? ive been banned for 3 months if i get denied when i appeal again ill have to wait i think 8 month? so point is its not about the wait time
im being banned for shit like as if i hacked the server or some shit... some of these staff hand out these bans like Oprah, YOU GET A BAN AND YOU GET A BAN AND YOU GET A BAN... lol ik im not staff in LL and probably never will be but ive been staff before and i can tell u rn most of ur mindsets as staff are wrong... I've spoken to an HR about my ban all he says is "You insulted them tho so the ban is right" well... so if someone gets shot nobody cares about who shot them but they care that the person is dead thats their mindset
and I understand that someone has to set an example and take the L's and I am being that person and I am honestly sick of it, this is a video game we come to play, I expect to not have my rights violated, I dont go around insulting people to deserve a YEAR ban and about to get another YEAR off the server I feel happy in?
I got banend for a year from 2017 most ppl quit now in 2018-19 most ppl were OKAY I was still making friends again and u ban me again for something im not fully wrong for? and honestly.. im not gonna be fake i am not sorry for what i said to that staff cause i MEANT it because its not fair for them to break rules for an "RP" and then u guys wanna blame me for breaking 1 rule?
FAIR is called fine ill be banned for this they get banned for that or u warn both of us but its nto fair i have to wait a YEAR to play when these people break rules x10 more often than i do =/
if u guys got comments or something u wanna say or argue about comment down below : )
I like to argue and I like sticking up for people's rights even if its not my own
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