Apr 27, 2019, 07:10 PM
Apr 27, 2019, 07:12 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 07:10 PM)Doctor Internet Wrote: [ -> ]wow this thread moved fast.
Im a natural 'conversation' starter haha
Apr 27, 2019, 07:15 PM
Hows it Still going. Just stop all your doing is fueling peoples hatred for you
Apr 27, 2019, 07:21 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 07:15 PM)Tom_ Wrote: [ -> ]Hows it Still going. Just stop all your doing is fueling peoples hatred for you
I ain't tryna take another L but I been walking by myself it never bothered me, stop reading then, I really love the action I guess
I am already in the 'pen' so how can i lose when i got so much to prove?
how can I lie when i am the truth
stop reading my thing and just go do whatever it is you do I guess I didn't tag anyone or force anyone to read it
tryna get out the pen and this targeting issue or so i believe is targeting but who knows
Apr 27, 2019, 07:25 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 07:21 PM)zharkan16 Wrote: [ -> ](Apr 27, 2019, 07:15 PM)Tom_ Wrote: [ -> ]Hows it Still going. Just stop all your doing is fueling peoples hatred for you
I ain't tryna take another L but I been walking by myself it never bothered me, stop reading then, I really love the action I guess
I am already in the 'pen' so how can i lose when i got so much to prove?
how can I lie when i am the truth
stop reading my thing and just go do whatever it is you do I guess I didn't tag anyone or force anyone to read it
tryna get out the pen and this targeting issue or so i believe is targeting but who knows
You ain't getting out the 'Pen' With your attitude. Also, Wtf does 'how can I lie when I'm the truth mean'
Apr 27, 2019, 07:27 PM
“Hey, can you pass the butter? Popcorn is getting low.”
Apr 27, 2019, 07:28 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 07:25 PM)Tom_ Wrote: [ -> ](Apr 27, 2019, 07:21 PM)zharkan16 Wrote: [ -> ](Apr 27, 2019, 07:15 PM)Tom_ Wrote: [ -> ]Hows it Still going. Just stop all your doing is fueling peoples hatred for you
I ain't tryna take another L but I been walking by myself it never bothered me, stop reading then, I really love the action I guess
I am already in the 'pen' so how can i lose when i got so much to prove?
how can I lie when i am the truth
stop reading my thing and just go do whatever it is you do I guess I didn't tag anyone or force anyone to read it
tryna get out the pen and this targeting issue or so i believe is targeting but who knows
You ain't getting out the 'Pen' With your attitude. Also, Wtf does 'how can I lie when I'm the truth mean'
what attitude lol? raging for being abused and harassed for over 30 mins? u guys act as if i was walking around insulting everyone in the server lol they did wrong i did wrong im not perfect nor was i correct lol
and that means im not lying about nothing cause im the truth and im tryna keep it as fact as possible not saying opinions and stuff like u guys are doing
including u lol claiming i "LOVE" to insult people xD thank u for understanding me and showing me that lol
Apr 27, 2019, 07:34 PM
It's really not that deep. This is a random Garry's Mod roleplay server on the internet and you're acting as if you've uncovered the biggest scandal the world has ever seen.
Apr 27, 2019, 07:50 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 07:34 PM)Ollie630 Wrote: [ -> ]It's really not that deep. This is a random Garry's Mod roleplay server on the internet and you're acting as if you've uncovered the biggest scandal the world has ever seen.
it gives me great honor to be comment #69 xD but ik it is but see a few mins ago u wanted proof i provide proof now ur talking down on it lol
ofc its not the biggest scandal the world has ever seen but just proving some facts that u guys made fun
thanks for taking time to comment today was a fun convo today
Apr 27, 2019, 10:23 PM
Yikes. Having a read of this thread brings up some points, someissues, and really should be opened up for further discussions, rather than meme responses; lets go.
I also want to prefix this by saying, I don't hold grudges. I look at histories, and have to base situations off them. The difference being each situation is its own, and someone who always RDMs, might be in the right. I don't assume, I check. Then the history comes in after, when deciding what to do.
I'll also prefix this by saying some of these situations were a long time ago, and I wasn't there for all of them. My memory isn't the best, so I'll be relying on your description of events, even if their were other events / circumstances.
Quest
I'd rather have a community that are willing to put their ideas and thoughts forward, than one that goes "why did I waste my time reading this".
Lewwings77
There are factors which make your responses worse, and only so much that can be done, but your actions are your own.
You have to take responsibility for what you do.
Bismo
Fuck me.
Gungranny
Forceghost
Tom
Someone has a viewpoint are defending it.
There's no hatred there, I'd hope.
Reasonable debate, sure.
Confusion, disagreement, expected.
But to hate someone for defending their views (rightly or wrongly)? No. That doesn't help. That sets people in a hole where they get defensive, and don't want to change, or see anything different.
Ollie
Situations that have gone against Zharkan that shouldn't have? Sure.
Situations which (I believe) were correct? Also, yeah.
Zharkan
You want another example of that? Everyone's favourite not-an-SA. (i hope he doesn't mind me using him as a reference). He has like what, 7 applications that all got denied, simply because he doesn't hold the trust of the community. There's things he can do to repair that. Stick around, be an active, engaged community member for a few months, before applying, instead of leaving. He's learnt that, and is reintegrating back into the community, regaining the trust of people, in that role. Compare that to Reebs, who came in first time, simply because he never lost that trust. It would be comparable to dankcai applying for teacher, the guy with a reputation for repeatedly insulting people in OOC. He doesn't have the trust of the community, even if he thinks he'd be better than the current team.
. It's annoying, it's shitty, but you have to take responsibility for your actions.
FailRP - It could be. Could it be the officers there heard "what do you guys think" and "I don't think it's the right moment" instead of "No." and thought you were running a dictatorship?
I don't really know. I wasn't there. I don't have all the facts.
Having spoken to people who were there, I quote.
What's the truth? I don't know, somewhere between the two.
Again, I wasn't there.
I'll skip the rest of the stuff about the President. I wasn't there, can't really comment.
Now, either other people deleted messages too, or you were told 4 times to stop, by 2 staff members. Another community member also advised you to stop.
If you can't follow fairly a simple rule,
Then later, someone made a joke. Yeah, it was at your expense, that that's not nice. I get that.
You asked him to stop. That's fine.
You then finished up talking about your ill step-mother, calling him poor and other stuff.
Both of those posts together reflamed the past argument.
You state your posts that defending yourself gets you a ban, but other people can insult your family? Nobody insulted your family here. In fact, this is reflected by in his post.
In response to that, you brought up your prior punishments, completely unrelated and different situations. More swearing, insulting.
asks that the thread returns on topic. You swing round and start attacking him.
I've said it before, I know how painful it can be with ill family. I know how much it digs to have a joke aimed at you. But at that point, when you start lashing out, you need to step back. I had a day a few years back, I had someone literally say "How was your weekend?", and that set me off. I broke down for a fucking hour. I didn't hold it against them, they didn't know. I didn't start yelling at anyone around me. It sucks, it's painful. Let your emotions out, yes. Attack people over them? That's where the line is.
did. Repeatedly breaking smaller rules, until your record grew and grew. That's LL policy. If you don't learn, your punishments increase.
And yes, you get more bans with the more shit you do. See above.
You blocked him. Fine. Good. Adjust yourself to an enviroment which may trigger responses.
He found out, guessing you said? Can't tell.
Now. You had him blocked, but kept replying, and at some point told him to die.
Stop here. Step back. You blocked him, you had the enviroment clear.
You made the choice to rejoin the conversation.
Yes, Brin can be pretty mean, for want of another word.
But. Both you and Brin in the argument.
And. You were saying things which were worse. The insults, telling him to die.
Staff stepped in to stop the argument.
Brin stopped.
You. Didn't.
You had him blocked, but continued.
You were told to stop by staff, but continued.
You were told to stop again by staff, but continued.
You were told to stop a third time by staff, but continued.
You were adviced by a community member to stop, but continued.
You were told to stop a fourth time by staff, but continued.
You had so many chances to stop. Why didn't you?
That's why HR tell you that. It's not because of the shooting, to use your anology. The other guy was unarmed, surrendering to Police. You shot him repeatedly, despite the officers telling you to stop and drop the weapon.
From what I can see, and recall of the situation? I agree with HR.
As I explained above, you have a lot of violations.
Of your 19 punishments, 16 are for OOC insults / disrespect.
Time for a break.
I'm only at the end of your first post.
Let me summarize what I'm seeing.
A claim that your rule breaks don't reflect on you.
Missing a key part about teachers.
Blaming staff and other users for your own actions.
A lack of any real regret or remorse for any of those actions.
And a lack of understanding in how history effects punishments.
Honestly, a lot of this comes down to education on how LL works.
I can't blame you for not knowing how stuff works, but hopefully now you've been able to read this, and see how it does.
I'll be skiping through a lot of your posts now, picking out key points.
You said it was.
You know it was against the rules, and said it anyway.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
What we ask, is that people learn from them. To grow, gain an understanding, become better people.
Don't wallow in a pit of self misery. That doesn't help, and I'm speaking from personal experience here.
The ban was removed.
And while I can't go into further details, there were significant knock-on effects, both inside staff team and out.
The situation came down to one staff member misreading a situation, and the others not being fully informed.
The same way people get punished for doing shit to anyone.
You're not special here.
We won't punish people for saying "mom" near you, the same way we will punish people who are blatently insulting you.
You are the same as any other player.
Break #2
There's a lot of back and forth with Tom here, so I'll be skipping most of it.
It could also be said "to protect you from a rule breach".
Redirecting an RP to allow it to continue without breaking rules is a much harder skill than simply stopping anything and killing any chance for... Anything.
I do it. Respawning individual players breaching NLR without halting entire raids. Removing parts of doomforts without halting the raid (then speaking to the players after).
It might seem unfair, but ultimately, for you, would 10 minutes of RPing and possibly losing a role be better than 20 minutes sat on a roof, before possibly losing a role anyway?
Haven't been banned for a long time? Generally you stay unbanned.
Get banned super often? Generally you get banned again.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Piss Break
I got to the bit with Lewwings and went for a piss here.
I came back though.
If you defend your mother, that's fine.
Report people, we can deal with it.
@ calls, w/e.
Don't just start insulting them, or make a huge argument out of it.
You're not wrong for defending your family.
Can it be done in a way less destructive?
And again, a guy making a joke about a watch, or saying "your mum".
That's not insulting your family.
A joke was made, you replied, there was another reply, and had to involve himself.
Overlewd posted.
Now, it didn't end there. I didn't put my foot down right after Overlewd.
Welker tried to stop the argument, but got yelled at.
This continued, for literally another half a page.
That's when I put my foot down.
Both sides should have stopped, and had been told to.
It takes two to tango here.
Conclusion
This is a long post, and I highly recommend going into all of it for a lot of details.
Let's go through the key points, from my perspective.
First Perm - Harrassment / Threats: Valid.
Discord Ban: Valid.
Harrassment Ban: Invalid, has been removed.
Second Perm - Insulting: Valid.
Watch Thread: Overlewd was fine with what he said. I stepped in later.
Now, there's been a lot of stuff that you might dislike here. I get that.
But, I'm trying to say this from my neutral point of view.
There's nobody on LL I hate (except Blackdog, Forceghost, Nightmare, Enzyme, Temar, Faustie, Bambo, Cole, Project and anyone who has ever talked to or interacted with me).
Equally, there's nobody I'd bend the rules for.
There's people I speak to, people I'd rather speak to than not. People I work with, or play with. There is nobody I'd bend the rules to get them out of a punishment.
Zharkan, people do shit. Some people are dicks. It's the internet. Equally, that leads to you doing a lot of things.
Own up to what you do. Don't try and shift blame over. Apologise, to the people you threaten, or insult, or swear at.
Try to learn. Don't fall back into the valley. Because trust me, as someone who was described as "insutable for teacher, let alone any staff position.", and that "Internet has no qualities that make him suitable for the teacher team.".
As someone who was told, "you're known internally as a troublemaker, who flies off the handle."
You'll find that a shift in attitudes and perception? It goes a long way.
And I hope you're able to learn from this.
I also want to prefix this by saying, I don't hold grudges. I look at histories, and have to base situations off them. The difference being each situation is its own, and someone who always RDMs, might be in the right. I don't assume, I check. Then the history comes in after, when deciding what to do.
I'll also prefix this by saying some of these situations were a long time ago, and I wasn't there for all of them. My memory isn't the best, so I'll be relying on your description of events, even if their were other events / circumstances.
Quest
Quest Wrote:Why did I even waste my time reading thisFor better or worse, a community member put themselves in the open, and wrote down their thoughts; giving us a chance to respond.
I'd rather have a community that are willing to put their ideas and thoughts forward, than one that goes "why did I waste my time reading this".
Lewwings77
Lewwings77 Wrote:Zharkan, you have a flawed logic and a constant inability to see that negative events surrounding you are caused by YOUR actions, not because of staff bias, illuminatiati, or a major anti-zhark conspiracy.Honestly, this is what I've written below in so many words, though my opinion holds some more nuance.
There are factors which make your responses worse, and only so much that can be done, but your actions are your own.
You have to take responsibility for what you do.
Bismo
bismo Wrote:please understand you were acting like a snarky little bitch, and my response was mimicking ur post.Honestly, in a thread about someone given multiple punishments for insults, it's really not a smart move to start insulting them.
...
pls dont give warning for calling someone a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck me.
Gungranny
Gungranny Wrote:*continues to eat popcorn*is that my fucking popcorn you prick?
Forceghost
ForceGhost Wrote:As incompetent as some of the LL staff team are, I'm sure they were aware that your comments were intended OOCly and your perma ban is well deserved. I personally think you should stay banned as there should be a zero tolerance policy to sending death threats to anyone, not just staff members.Again, a very strong point here.
Tom
Tom Wrote:Just stop all your doing is fueling peoples hatred for youNo.
Someone has a viewpoint are defending it.
There's no hatred there, I'd hope.
Reasonable debate, sure.
Confusion, disagreement, expected.
But to hate someone for defending their views (rightly or wrongly)? No. That doesn't help. That sets people in a hole where they get defensive, and don't want to change, or see anything different.
Ollie
Ollie630 Wrote:It's really not that deep. This is a random Garry's Mod roleplay server on the internet and you're acting as if you've uncovered the biggest scandal the world has ever seen.Biggest scandle, no.
Situations that have gone against Zharkan that shouldn't have? Sure.
Situations which (I believe) were correct? Also, yeah.
Zharkan
zharkan16 Wrote:Hi there so for those who don't know me I am Amy and I am a mute, I don't speak, so it's very common for people to start telling me im a trap and honestly I don't give a ####,Those people are dicks, so you shouldn't give a fuck.
zharkan16 Wrote:I came here to play not to flex with a gender which makes no difference whatsoever.Agreed. Male or female makes no difference. You're a person, with personality, skills, attitudes or w/e.
zharkan16 Wrote:I was denied the helper rank cause of my ban history when truth is - no offense - I feel like I was better than any of these helpers or teachers or whatever its calledNow, I have to take issue here. Teachers work for the community, if the community has no trust in you, for whatever reason, then it really doesn't matter what you think about yourself.
You want another example of that? Everyone's favourite not-an-SA
zharkan16 Wrote:I literally went to new players, showed them the map, taught them how to make $ and most of them were using money printers and drug labs, which are the WORST way to make $, and I even gave 2 or 3 of them cars, rather than advertise in ooc that if u need help use /help cause truth is... THEY don't know they need help lol they are used to that stuff being the best.And that's admirable. Does it mean the community has faith in you? Does it mean the team can say "yeah, they won't do anything to bring disrepute upon the teachers"? From what I can see, you had a record and a history built up over years. You had two perms. You threatened to kill a staff member. Yes, I know you did that because you were wound up and exploded. That doesn't change the fact that you did them. What would stop the same thing happening as a teacher?
zharkan16 Wrote:anyways in 2017, I was mugged by a cop in LL, as in LITERALLY mugged in public, mainstreet, I called staff they were all too lazy to do their job and said he did nothing wrong... I was pissed at the WHOLE situation but tried to calm down so I pay the cop then he arrests me for 15 mins.. so what do i do? Rage at staff and then get banned, then I told 1 staff in steam I will kill u when i get unbanned and ya that taken as a threat so I got perma banned and unbanned a YEAR later and if i may say so it seems like im going through that ban wave again lolAgain, these are actions you took. Nobody else raged in @, or threatened our lives. It's shitty, and I know what it's like to be wound up by people who break rules (or skirt the borderline (or when i make mistakes about rules))
zharkan16 Wrote:so i got unbanned in 2018 a few days after i got banned in 2017 and i was on probation for 3 months, on my last month, server was like 8 players? i was denied any RPs cause not enough players...If I recall, this was a dictatorship. Permissions for dictatorship are exceeding rare, I've only seen one in the last 3 months. This isn't a thing just aimed at you, it effects anyone who wants to be a dictator.
zharkan16 Wrote:thats alright so there was a guy who held cop hostages and this was my 1st time being president so they captured him i gave him 10 mins... so the cops come to me ask me if they are allowed to gas him so i asked the other cops who didnt suggest it what they thought and i said i dont think thats the right movement but anyways they started tazing me and forcing me into the car for "investigation at PD for corruption" even tho im the president which first off in my opinion FailRP and RDM.RDM - Were you killed, or shot at? From what you're saying here, no. I can't find the PR about it, so uh. Go me I guess.
FailRP - It could be. Could it be the officers there heard "what do you guys think" and "I don't think it's the right moment" instead of "No." and thought you were running a dictatorship?
I don't really know. I wasn't there. I don't have all the facts.
Having spoken to people who were there, I quote.
Quote:iirc zhark was trying to get people killed, so officers turned against her citing human rights violations
What's the truth? I don't know, somewhere between the two.
zharkan16 Wrote:they straight up took me to a gas chamber, which they knew it was a gas chamebr cause they asked about killing that guy with it, they tried to gas me twice.. I called a staff he physguns me out then ... doenst do anything else. and he admits to that btwSo killing you is against the rules. That was stopped. The RP itself was not, it seems? And so was allowed to continue.
Again, I wasn't there.
I'll skip the rest of the stuff about the President. I wasn't there, can't really comment.
zharkan16 Wrote:and i love how i got perm banned off discord for defending my dead mother Smile guy makes a mom joke that offends me and i dmed him in private that it offended me because she is dead and then blocked him, message should still show up, he then goes to general chat to make fun of that and we argue, staff break the fight up, he starts tagging staff and then a staff tags me saying "I dont know how u will appeal in april condolence about your mother but I will be banning u now" and he did perm ban meNow, discord auto-deletes messages when people are banned, but other people's messages are still there.
Discord Wrote:[23:11] Oneshott:. Take it to Pms if you want to continue. Okay?
[23:11] Brin.: ^^^
[23:11] Oneshott: Then stop.
[23:11] Oneshott: Done now.
[23:12] Oneshott: Thank you
[23:12] V.Quissor: :doubt~1:
[23:12] Brin.:not going to do anything about what he has said? 'You can go die' and all the other stuff.
[23:16] Brin.: lmao unblocked and blocked again
[23:16] Stell90: Right cut it here
[23:16] Stell90: The pair of you
[23:17] Stell90: I said cut it not continue
[23:17] Bambo:, you keep saying you want to be unbanned in april, and then you go like this.
[23:17] Brin.:https://tenor.com/view/cut-it-out-stop-quit-gif-5120991
[23:17] Brin.: Funny meme
[23:17] Brin.: 'Make fun'
[23:18] V.Quissor: Stop typing zharkan.
[23:18] Brin.: Keep going lad
[23:18] Stell90: Right
[23:18] V.Quissor: Making it worse for yourself
[23:18] Stell90: Let's just stop it here
[23:18] Bambo: Alright, my condolences about your mother, but seeing as you are continuing, I'll be banning you.
[23:18] Brin.:https://tenor.com/view/honey-boo-boo-bye...if-3554967
[23:19] Stell90: Brin
[23:19] Stell90: Stop winding Zhark up
[23:19] Brin.: Just saying Bye lmao
[23:19] Bambo: You don't have to
[23:19] Bambo: It's like throwing coal to an already lit fire
[23:20] Brin.: I mean thats how you keep it going. Thats what you want with a fire?
[23:20] Bambo: I'm trying to extinguish the fire.........
[23:20] Brin.: Well that makes 0 sense. Fire is warm. No fire isn't warm
[23:20] V.Quissor: What if you're on a steam train though :joy:
[23:21] Stell90: We wanted to stop the situation not to have the situation continuing
If you can't follow fairly a simple rule,
Discord Rules Wrote:- Do not argue with staff decisions.Then being banned is the expected outcome, and that's fair.
zharkan16 Wrote:and then theres the guy who was arguing with me over the versace watch my family owns even tho it is real and i dont need u guys to believe it cause ur opinion doesnt matter but i told him i dotn feal liek arguing because my step mom is in the hospital for surgery and he then replies i hope u can find a step mom that isnt about to die.. literally says that i tagged an HR because a staff told me he was the best HR when it comes to helping but that was all BS he replies i dont see anything wrong with this..So, from what I recall, some people raised questions over if the watch was authentic. That's fine. Different staff members decided to pull the thread back towards its intended course. That's also fine.
Then later, someone made a joke. Yeah, it was at your expense, that that's not nice. I get that.
You asked him to stop. That's fine.
You then finished up talking about your ill step-mother, calling him poor and other stuff.
Both of those posts together reflamed the past argument.
You state your posts that defending yourself gets you a ban, but other people can insult your family? Nobody insulted your family here. In fact, this is reflected by
Overlewd Wrote:You are the one who keeps bringing up your family.
In response to that, you brought up your prior punishments, completely unrelated and different situations. More swearing, insulting.
I've said it before, I know how painful it can be with ill family. I know how much it digs to have a joke aimed at you. But at that point, when you start lashing out, you need to step back. I had a day a few years back, I had someone literally say "How was your weekend?", and that set me off. I broke down for a fucking hour. I didn't hold it against them, they didn't know. I didn't start yelling at anyone around me. It sucks, it's painful. Let your emotions out, yes. Attack people over them? That's where the line is.
zharkan16 Wrote:SO im allowed to be insulted but when i stick up for my rights im banned for a year? ive been banned for 3 months if i get denied when i appeal again ill have to wait i think 8 month? so point is its not about the wait timeOn the forums? You and your family weren't insulted. Someone made a joke that was about something you'd said.
zharkan16 Wrote:im being banned for shit like as if i hacked the server or some shit...No, you're being banned for shit that
some of these staff hand out these bans like Oprah, YOU GET A BAN AND YOU GET A BAN AND YOU GET A BAN...
And yes, you get more bans with the more shit you do. See above.
zharkan16 Wrote:lol ik im not staff in LL and probably never will be but ive been staff before and i can tell u rn most of ur mindsets as staff are wrong... I've spoken to an HR about my ban all he says is "You insulted them tho so the ban is right" well... so if someone gets shot nobody cares about who shot them but they care that the person is dead thats their mindsetIt takes two people to fight. I reading back on the discord, he said, and I quote, "Your mum".
You blocked him. Fine. Good. Adjust yourself to an enviroment which may trigger responses.
He found out, guessing you said? Can't tell.
Now. You had him blocked, but kept replying, and at some point told him to die.
Stop here. Step back. You blocked him, you had the enviroment clear.
You made the choice to rejoin the conversation.
Yes, Brin can be pretty mean, for want of another word.
But. Both you and Brin in the argument.
And. You were saying things which were worse. The insults, telling him to die.
Staff stepped in to stop the argument.
Brin stopped.
You. Didn't.
You had him blocked, but continued.
You were told to stop by staff, but continued.
You were told to stop again by staff, but continued.
You were told to stop a third time by staff, but continued.
You were adviced by a community member to stop, but continued.
You were told to stop a fourth time by staff, but continued.
You had so many chances to stop. Why didn't you?
That's why HR tell you that. It's not because of the shooting, to use your anology. The other guy was unarmed, surrendering to Police. You shot him repeatedly, despite the officers telling you to stop and drop the weapon.
From what I can see, and recall of the situation? I agree with HR.
zharkan16 Wrote:and I understand that someone has to set an example and take the L's and I am being that person and I am honestly sick of it, this is a video game we come to play, I expect to not have my rights violated, I dont go around insulting people to deserve a YEAR ban and about to get another YEAR off the server I feel happy in?You're not being made an example of.
As I explained above, you have a lot of violations.
Of your 19 punishments, 16 are for OOC insults / disrespect.
Time for a break.
I'm only at the end of your first post.
Let me summarize what I'm seeing.
A claim that your rule breaks don't reflect on you.
Missing a key part about teachers.
Blaming staff and other users for your own actions.
A lack of any real regret or remorse for any of those actions.
And a lack of understanding in how history effects punishments.
Honestly, a lot of this comes down to education on how LL works.
I can't blame you for not knowing how stuff works, but hopefully now you've been able to read this, and see how it does.
I'll be skiping through a lot of your posts now, picking out key points.
zharkan16 Wrote:he did say is calling some a cunt disrepsect yes or no and i said yes so thats why my probation was enforcedSo he asked if what you said was disrespect.
You said it was.
You know it was against the rules, and said it anyway.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
zharkan16 Wrote:Im not perfectHere is the key stone. Nobody is. Nobody is perfect. Everyone has flaws and shit that ticks them off. Everyone makes mistakes.
What we ask, is that people learn from them. To grow, gain an understanding, become better people.
Don't wallow in a pit of self misery. That doesn't help, and I'm speaking from personal experience here.
zharkan16 Wrote:"Not following insturctions" to my discord ban when i did stop arguign when asked till a staff tagged me and i replied to him and he basically asked do u think u will appeal in april with this attitude and i repleid eys because im defending my dead mother im not wrngNo. You had continued with multiple staff members telling you to stop. See above.
he says sorry bout ur mother ill be banning u now.. his reason for the ban was apparently not following instructions even tho i did...
zharkan16 Wrote:I was false banned by a staff for apparently "harassing" their friend and 2 other admins and a 3rd, temar, was there to witness my ban and they were all a 100% agreeing that I broke my probation and what not... I kept askign them to hear me out and prove i didnt harass anyone but nope... they perm ban me yayAnd then you were unbanned after it was looked into further, with multiple staff members arguing in favour of you, including staff you've previously sent death threats to.
The ban was removed.
And while I can't go into further details, there were significant knock-on effects, both inside staff team and out.
The situation came down to one staff member misreading a situation, and the others not being fully informed.
zharkan16 Wrote:Fine ill accept im rightfully banned cause i did technically break my probation and that was the only OOC insult that day but doesnt change the fact that im being targeted and staff allow people to do shit to me without getting in trouble SmileAgain, no. People have been warned on the forums, repeatedly, for doing shit to you.
The same way people get punished for doing shit to anyone.
You're not special here.
We won't punish people for saying "mom" near you, the same way we will punish people who are blatently insulting you.
You are the same as any other player.
Break #2
There's a lot of back and forth with Tom here, so I'll be skipping most of it.
zharkan16 Wrote:Lol I get that maybe u need the proof but... I have proof of the staff admiting he physgunend me so they dont break 11.3You say "so they don't break 11.3".
It could also be said "to protect you from a rule breach".
Redirecting an RP to allow it to continue without breaking rules is a much harder skill than simply stopping anything and killing any chance for... Anything.
I do it. Respawning individual players breaching NLR without halting entire raids. Removing parts of doomforts without halting the raid (then speaking to the players after).
It might seem unfair, but ultimately, for you, would 10 minutes of RPing and possibly losing a role be better than 20 minutes sat on a roof, before possibly losing a role anyway?
zharkan16 Wrote:Thanks for that but u r inactive as fuck, ive only met u like.. 3 times or so when i was unbanned for those 3 months? and i was more active than u were tbh but thats cool thanks for ur opinion u never really interacted with me and im sorry im not like most peopleTrust me, some people wish he was more inactive.
zharkan16 Wrote:I mean i also gotta add... I love how everyone here looks at u have x amount of punishmentsYes, even if you don't want it to be, a punishment record can be a pretty good way of judging a player, which is why so many clans and groups use them.
thats the same reason why i was denied the teacher or helper rank whatever its called... yet ur helpers/teachers they literally sit there in ooc "use /help if u need any help with the server bla bla bla" do u think new people will do that? no lol
ive actually met MANY who were using money printers and drug labs as primary source of income until i came along and taught them how to make $, i gave 2 or 3 free cars? what do ur teachers do? sit in ooc and tell ppl to feel free to ask for help? ok
when wood was profitable id literally help new players make more money off wood and i had people with less than 20 hours on the game owning 3-4 cars yet im still not good enough to be a teacher /helper rank cause of my bans and punishments.. even tho i was actually RECOMMENDED by someone to apply.. so i mean u guys are the one using some "facts" in the wrong way cause those facts say NOTHING about the point that this was not treated fairly lol
Haven't been banned for a long time? Generally you stay unbanned.
Get banned super often? Generally you get banned again.
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Piss Break
I got to the bit with Lewwings and went for a piss here.
I came back though.
Lewwings Wrote:getting banned for defending MY dead mother? im wrong for that too?Here. Nail. Bam.
Maybe it was the way you handled it, not because you defended your dead mother, just maybe.
If you defend your mother, that's fine.
Report people, we can deal with it.
@ calls, w/e.
Don't just start insulting them, or make a huge argument out of it.
You're not wrong for defending your family.
Can it be done in a way less destructive?
And again, a guy making a joke about a watch, or saying "your mum".
That's not insulting your family.
zharkan16 Wrote:doctor internet is the 1 who deleted all the chats on that post and kinda stuck his foot down overlewd was there saying he sees nothing wrong with it and im sure doc and overlewd will read this as they did read this whole thing many times yet wont talk SmileAccurate, but incomplete.
A joke was made, you replied, there was another reply, and
Overlewd posted.
Now, it didn't end there. I didn't put my foot down right after Overlewd.
Welker tried to stop the argument, but got yelled at.
This continued, for literally another half a page.
That's when I put my foot down.
Both sides should have stopped, and had been told to.
It takes two to tango here.
Conclusion
This is a long post, and I highly recommend going into all of it for a lot of details.
Let's go through the key points, from my perspective.
First Perm - Harrassment / Threats: Valid.
Discord Ban: Valid.
Harrassment Ban: Invalid, has been removed.
Second Perm - Insulting: Valid.
Watch Thread: Overlewd was fine with what he said. I stepped in later.
Now, there's been a lot of stuff that you might dislike here. I get that.
But, I'm trying to say this from my neutral point of view.
There's nobody on LL I hate (except Blackdog, Forceghost, Nightmare, Enzyme, Temar, Faustie, Bambo, Cole, Project and anyone who has ever talked to or interacted with me).
Equally, there's nobody I'd bend the rules for.
There's people I speak to, people I'd rather speak to than not. People I work with, or play with. There is nobody I'd bend the rules to get them out of a punishment.
Zharkan, people do shit. Some people are dicks. It's the internet. Equally, that leads to you doing a lot of things.
Own up to what you do. Don't try and shift blame over. Apologise, to the people you threaten, or insult, or swear at.
Try to learn. Don't fall back into the valley. Because trust me, as someone who was described as "insutable for teacher, let alone any staff position.", and that "Internet has no qualities that make him suitable for the teacher team.".
As someone who was told, "you're known internally as a troublemaker, who flies off the handle."
You'll find that a shift in attitudes and perception? It goes a long way.
And I hope you're able to learn from this.
Apr 27, 2019, 10:24 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 07:21 PM)zharkan16 Wrote: [ -> ]i am the truth
HERETIC.
John 14:16 (RSVCE)
Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life; no one comes to the Father, but by me.
Apr 27, 2019, 10:38 PM
praise lord jesus for whoever else reads internets essay
Seriously though, Internet sums it up, there's nothing more to say other than that.
Seriously though, Internet sums it up, there's nothing more to say other than that.
Apr 27, 2019, 10:59 PM
Just wanna point out some stuff that doc had wrong, so brins part, 1st off he said ur mum i was fine, dmed him my moms dead and i didnt like his joke, he goes to disc, makes fun of how i blocked him so we argue a bit and he goes like idc if u get offended and still sticks w his joke so the part about me telling him to kill himself i was simply showing him not all shit can be used as a joke and mentioned multiple times that if u think its a joke then kill urself and take that as a joke which ig is rude/not fine but still what he did wasnt either
now apparently according to logs BRIN STOPPED and I DIDNT... stell said stop i stopped, brin kept tagging bambo sayign shit like "r u gonna let them say that?" and shit like that and then bambo tagged me then i replied.. then i get banned for refusing to follow instructions so... i mean its kind of a bit of a fucked situation then? xD
and no doc id rather sit 20 mins sitting on a roof and stil llose my president rank but not be abused by the whole server at the time and the staff physgunning me out and letting them abuse me more made it feel as if i was being ganged up by everyone, including staff
and I understand that I was unbanned after the false ban but it wasnt a misunderstanding.. its the same staff who verbally warned me for "HEARING" i scammed someone or tried to scam someone yet when i ask from who he heard it.. he forgot but i mean its the same staff who did it to defend his gf at the time w/o mentioning names
BUT Yeah pretty much thank u doc for the good essay was really waiting to read it as u know lol i kept asking if ur almsot done kinda xD but ya was really an interesting read and i really am happy to read it i love it
thank you for sharing!
and im not a christian.. sorry but sorry i am not the truth then only jesus is sorry
now apparently according to logs BRIN STOPPED and I DIDNT... stell said stop i stopped, brin kept tagging bambo sayign shit like "r u gonna let them say that?" and shit like that and then bambo tagged me then i replied.. then i get banned for refusing to follow instructions so... i mean its kind of a bit of a fucked situation then? xD
and no doc id rather sit 20 mins sitting on a roof and stil llose my president rank but not be abused by the whole server at the time and the staff physgunning me out and letting them abuse me more made it feel as if i was being ganged up by everyone, including staff
and I understand that I was unbanned after the false ban but it wasnt a misunderstanding.. its the same staff who verbally warned me for "HEARING" i scammed someone or tried to scam someone yet when i ask from who he heard it.. he forgot but i mean its the same staff who did it to defend his gf at the time w/o mentioning names
BUT Yeah pretty much thank u doc for the good essay was really waiting to read it as u know lol i kept asking if ur almsot done kinda xD but ya was really an interesting read and i really am happy to read it i love it
thank you for sharing!
and
Apr 27, 2019, 11:12 PM
internet basically wrote an entire paper on this thread, crikey ~_~
good points raised in this thread, from both parties
when you do appeal, good luck on it and if you do return, big welcome back!
good points raised in this thread, from both parties
when you do appeal, good luck on it and if you do return, big welcome back!
Apr 27, 2019, 11:18 PM
(Apr 27, 2019, 11:12 PM)miss joley Wrote: [ -> ]internet basically wrote an entire paper on this thread, crikey ~_~
good points raised in this thread, from both parties
when you do appeal, good luck on it and if you do return, big welcome back!
thx i do miss driving my cars around lol and ig i wont have much friends but like 2 or 3 people when i return thats if i do but i mean... idk even tho ive been banned for so long off LL I just feel happier there? i mean ik theres FL and many other servers that dont have to be cityrp to be fun but i had the most fun for some reason in LL